How dare you criticize capitalism, you pinko socialist!

I think The Road To Serfdom is fabulous. I think Glenn Beck didn’t read it carefully enough. Here is the main part I think the foxnewsies ignore, because it is “off-message”: (Which is the only polite way I know of to say it.)

There are, finally, undoubted fields where no legal arrangements can create the main condition on which the usefulness of the system of competition and private property depends … In all these instances there is a divergence between the items which enter into private calculation and those which affect social welfare; and, whenever this divergence becomes important, some method other than competition may have to be found to supply the services in question. Thus, neither the provision of signposts on the roads nor, in most circumstances, that of the roads themselves can be paid for by every individual user. Nor can certain harmful effects of deforestation, of some methods of farming, or of the smoke and noise of factories be confined to the owner of the property in question, or to those who are willing to submit to the damage for an agreed compensation. In such instances we must find some substitute for the regulation by the price mechanism. But the fact that we have to resort to the substitution of direct regulation by authority where the conditions for the proper working of competition cannot be created does not prove that we should suppress competition where it can be made to function.

In other words, some situations are not well handled by the usual capitalistic means. But let’s try and keep its good ideas.

To create conditions in which competition will be as effective as possible, to supplement it where it cannot be made effective, to provide the services which, in the words of Adam Smith, “though they may be in the highest degree advantageous to a great society, are, however, of such a nature, that the profit could never repay the expense to any individual or small number of individuals”—these tasks provide, indeed, a wide and unquestioned field for state activity. In no system that could be rationally defended would the state just do nothing. [My emphasis.]

Yes, really; in the situations where relying on laissez-faire capitalism won’t get ‘er done, the state must step in.

But how we go about it is very important, and in this I am completely capitalist. Hayek’s great bogeyman argument is “centralization of economic activity”. That any sort of “centralized planning of control” will fail or be inferior. Of course I agree with this central point. But note that this is not anti-control or anti-regulation. You can still control by regulating. And you should! The following is quite complicated and dependent on the meaning of his terms:

…most people still believe that it must be possible to find some middle way between “atomistic” competition and central direction. Nothing, indeed, seems at first more plausible, or is more likely to appeal to reasonable people, than the idea that our goal must be neither the extreme decentralization of free competition nor the complete centralization of a single plan but some judicious mixture of the two methods. Yet mere common sense proves a treacherous guide in this field. Although competition can bear some admixture of regulation, it cannot be combined with planning to any extent we like without ceasing to operate as an effective guide to production. Nor is “planning” a medicine which, taken in small doses, can produce the effects for which one might hope from its thoroughgoing application. Both competition and central direction become poor and inefficient tools if they are incomplete; they are alternative principles used to solve the same problem, and a mixture of the two means that neither will really work and that the result will be worse than if either system had been consistently relied upon. Or to express it differently, planning and competition can be combined only by planning for competition but not by planning against competition.

A bit of a longer-winded section with some challenge-able parts asserted without proof, but I absolutely love that last line. It is my favorite line in the whole book and it tells us exactly what we need to do:

…planning and competition can be combined only by planning for competition but not by planning against competition.

If you need to plan, plan on accomplishing it via competition.


Just don’t tell me that planning is wrong. Or that just because “conventional capitalism” cannot solve it, it shouldn’t be done. You’ll have to find your justification elsewhere.

Update: 8/27/2017
My enjoyment of Beck’s inability to read closely was always tempered by the possibility that Hayek had some “less admirable” positions in his other writings. I recently ran across an excellent criticism at Nietzsche’s Marginal Children: On Friedrich Hayek. (Be sure to follow the links at the end, for additional debate points.) While I am no great student of philosophy and could care less about Nietzsche, the article does show a clear inconsistency (hypocrisy perhaps?) between Hayek’s writing in serfdom — which is clear that one should not pick winners and losers in the great game of capitalism, and that the nature of competition is that today’s winner could be tomorrow’s loser — and his latter work, which clearly suggests that the “winners know best”.

Stacy Wright’s message to Taylor Beaham

Stacy published this in the KC Star shortly after David’s funeral. Since it is no longer linked on their website, she has allowed me to host it here.

A 16 year old relative who’d just lost her father a few days before posted a note on Facebook at 2:30 in the morning. It was heartbreaking. By the next day there were comments by a great number of friends and family telling her how beautiful her words were and how proud her father would be – all true.

 But I knew that the comments, while well-meaning, and supportive, and just what one is supposed to say in situations like these… well, they just wouldn’t cut it. No words, no amount of love and support is going to make it better this time.

I wanted to tell her that not only is the loss of her dad completely unfair, but that it just… that I could look up all the synonyms for “awful” and still never find a way to say how terrible it is that her father won’t see her graduate, or walk her down the aisle, or hold her child.

That the gaping hole in her life will never entirely go away.

 I do want to tell her that the hole will start to get smaller, eventually. So here goes…

 Right now, each day you wake up and have to remember all over again, and your grief hits you anew like a tidal wave. I’m so sorry you have to go through that. There will come a time when it’s not the first thing you think of. And the first time that happens, you may feel guilty, but try not to: it is part of healing.

When you think of your dad now you smile and then start to cry; one day – I promise – you will just smile. Most of the time. The tears will never entirely go away, but they won’t be your constant companion the way they are now.

One day you will see your brother or sister – or one of your children – do something that is just “so dad,” and you will laugh! Out loud. I know right now you think you will never, ever laugh again, but you will. And you should.

Special occasions will be hard for a while. His birthday, the holidays, Fathers’ Day will all be rough. But one Thursday in some distant November you’ll remember that you do have things to be thankful for. Wonderful things. And that while there will always be a piece missing, your life is pretty great. And that’s exactly how your dad would want it to be.

I hope you search out people who know where you are. There are a lot of people out there who’ve lost a parent at a young age, people who have a very good idea of what you’re going through. In Kansas City, we have Solace House, which in addition to helping adults, has support groups specifically for children and teens.

Please, please remember that no matter how awful you are feeling, it is better to work through your feelings than to try to numb them. While it is tempting to try and submerge your grief in self-destructive ways, it will surface eventually, bringing down everything in its path. Take advantage of your large and loving family and friends to lean on; do not be stoic: let it out.

Everyone’s trip through the grieving process is individual. While there are generally observed “steps” that you will probably go through, there is no set timetable. This process is yours, and while you own your grief, try not to let it define you.

Yes, you will always be “the girl whose father died when she was 16,” but you will also be “the girl who graduated high school and went to college and found a career that she loves.” Or “the girl who married the love of her life and raised a beautiful family.” Or “the girl who changed the world.” Or all of them.

Gilda’s club Kansas City ribbon cutting

Pearl was the emcee and took the kids. The KC star photographer took a picture of them painting and they made the Star magazine in last Sunday’s issue. Winston’s uniform shirt was covered with paint and “ruined”, but he had outgrown it anyway. The Star doesn’t have the picture online, but thanks to my friend, Richard Woodward who got me a pdf of the magazine page. Last picture on the bottom

Middle Drakensberg – Amphitheater – South Africa

The Drakensberg mountains are about 100 miles  inland from Durban. The range extends about 100 miles, in three distinctive sections: North, Middle, South. If you’ve seen the movie Zulu, you’ve seen this part of the world. Every other  winter, there will be a light dusting of snow that lasts a couple of  days. Many of the bushmen caves are to be found here. The hiking is  tremendous and varied, with dozens of resorts to stay at. This area is  mainly populated by rural Zulus. Each year in late winter, early spring,  they burn the grass. The reason is that this area is very dry. If the  grass were long, it would lay flat and the water would run off. By  burning the grass, the water is held, the land rejuvenates, and the  grass returns.

This is a view of the Middle Drakensberg peaks from below Tugela Falls. Tugela Falls is the 2nd highest waterfall in the world, but is dry in August (when we visited).

I am not 100% certain of this location, but I believe it is close.
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CYO-KC-Track-2011-04-28

Here is the video I took at the CYO track meet at Bonner Springs on Sat, April 28, 2012.

Track results here

Summary: Robyn’s knee tightened up during warm ups and was hurting. I told her to pull out of the 1600m if it did not clear up. She ran a good pace (1:28 in lap 1, 1:35 in lap 2; best 2nd lap ever?) but pulled out of the back-stretch during lap 3. Her asthma had kicked in and she could not breathe. It had rained the night before, and the air was thick and the pollen was up. (And the guy at the concession stand was grilling burgers so she ran into smoke on the home stretch.) She had taken her medicine and a pull earlier, but it wasn’t enough. She felt herself going into bad-wheezing mode, so she pulled off. Pearl was standing with Catherine when it happened, who exclaimed: “You can do that?” Mary ran a 6:01, Molly a 6:37, and Grace a 6:38 1600M race

Robyn recovered fine and was dancing around for the rest of the day. I think we need to have her warm up much harder and hurt her lungs before the 1st race so they get used to it. Robyn did the long jump for the first time this year. Was nervous because she’d only had one practice, but she pulled it off and won with a 12-07. Long Jump

Alia won the 100m with a 15.15 100M race

This was the first time Robyn had ever run the 400m. She did not enjoy it, but ran very well. Could probably run the 2nd and 3 legs a bit faster, but she finished great to win in 1:10.64 400M race

The short medley was exciting because Robyn, Alia, and Catherine ran the final leg. Catherine started with perhaps a 5 yd lead over Robyn and a 10 yd lead over Alia. Alia made up huge ground on the turn to get in front of Robyn, then Robyn closed down half the distance to Catherine on the straight, but Catherine held on. Short medley

Final race was the 4x100m relay

CYO-KC-Track-2011-04-21

Here is the video I took at the CYO track meet at Bishop Miege on Sat, April 21, 2012.
Track results here
Playlist
6th grade. Robyn in the 1600M. Time: 6:17.95
6th Grade 200m. Nice fist pump, Annie. Time: 33.66
6th grade short medley relay. Alia in the anchor leg.
Robyn in the 800m. Time: 2:58.99
6th grade 4x100m. Robyn in 2nd leg
Summary: Robyn shaved a couple of seconds off her best 1600m time. Mary ran a 6:01 and Robyn tried to stay with her on the 1st lap, but dropped down fast at the start of the 2nd lap. Brave effort, but lack of practice and cannot pace all 4 laps. Need to do more with 2nd and 3rd laps. Her 800m time was off her best and her legs were hurting.

Sebago Resort Dock Late night pano

I did this one many years ago. A crazy pano. A very dark night with no moon (until later). I started around midnight and worked until 5 in the morning. I was testing the technique of leaving the cameras lens wide open for minutes at a time, while I walked around and “painted” the scene with my flash. So literally all the light you see along the shoreline (except for the lights at the top of the bank) was my flase. Thirty of them at least. Towards the end of the night (facing south), the moon came out, so I had different lighting problems. And if you look west, you can see the movement of stars across the sky. Of course this was back in the film days, so I had no idea what I was going to get until I had the film developed days later. Sure was a lot of fun and something I doubt I’ll get to repeat.

Running Java apps as Windows Services

A tricky little problem, as it turns out. There is little out in google world to help you, and only a few tools. License issues with almost all I found, especially running on Windows boxes in 64 bit mode.

 I finally found Yet Another Java Service Wrapper at yajsw. License is LGPL and it supports 64 bit windows. I was able to get my application running very quickly. Worked perfectly the first time. Getting going was interesting:

 1) You download yajsw and extract the zip file.
 2) You run your app and lookup its PID.
3) You run the yajsw script generator, and it analyzes your running application to create a script file.
4) You then run the yajsw bat files to install-service, uninstall-service, start-service, stop-service, etc.

The only trick is to run the bat files with administrator permissions. (Right-click on the bat file and select “Run as administrator”.)

Right now the yajsw folder needs to exist on the server as well. Doubtless there are more convenient ways to package the install, but this was a good first step.